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If I'm not an artist than what the hell am I? I have been struggling with this for so long.

I love art, all of it. My interests are not restricted because I'm fascinated by medium, craft, and skill. I love art. I love it to the point I find myself having to do something myself but when my pen hits the paper I am over-ridden with such anxiety and doubt. I have had so many supportive friends, a fiance, family, and I can even see what I'm good at, so why then? Why do I personally feel like my work is never good enough, not worth it, could be better, etc. Honestly I have read enough blogs, magazines, books, and even talked to professionals to figure out how to proceed in my own work. I literally feel a lump in my throat every time I want to make something artistic, fun, exciting, mine, and I just can't. I know I'm not the only person who feels this way and I understand that. I know even the best artist can feel like the art they make isn't worth it despite the contrary belief. Bottom line is I don't want to feel this way about my art. It's mine and will always be mine for better or worse.

I just want to take my anxiety, beat the hell out of it, and tell it to leave me the fuck alone!

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Audessy
United States
Current Residence: Consumption Town
Favourite genre of music: New Age
Favourite photographer: My Mom
Favourite style of art: Everything
MP3 player of choice: My Black Stone
Skin of choice: My Own
Favourite cartoon character: Calvin & Hobbes, Jubei K., Ran K.
Personal Quote: "Only the truest of dreamers can succeed the Odyssey"
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:iconcarol-colors:
carol-colors Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
:thanks: Thank you for the :+fav: (coloring)
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:iconmarakov:
marakov Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave xD
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Audessy Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014
Of course. I looked at your picture and I was immediately entranced by the colors and the atmosphere you created. It put off a mystical and magical feel to it, the light off the jellyfish enhanced it for me as well as the girl's serene expression :) You do amazing work. Also, thank you for the :+fav: too :heart:
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:iconmarakov:
marakov Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I'm so happy to read this, so happy to pass those feelings 
thank you very much xD
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Audessy Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014
anytime :blowkiss:
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for adding my work to your collection.
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Audessy Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014
Of course I would you're freaking awesome :D I love the atmosphere you create for each picture you make, it's great.
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gensan613 Featured By Owner May 24, 2013
Thank you for the fav ^^
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Ev-sta Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2012
Thanks a lot for faving my work! i appreciate it :)
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rosedore Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2010
Hello my dear! How are you doing? Haven't heard from you for so long. I hope you're well. I miss you. :hug: :heart:
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